August 26th, 2011
I can’t do this anymore
I woke up today and before I’d even opened my eyes all I could think was, “he doesn’t love me anymore” god.. and he’s going to love someone else and it hurts my chest to the point I don’t want to breathe I feel so shakingly sad.
Action.
Part of me is building myself up for you leaving, I could not be more aware we’re over.
Yet.
Part is holding out for the movie scene where you rush back because you just can’t live without me.
(Source: hellyeahjustlikethat)
August 25th, 2011
Escapism.
We were mirrors you and I, we clicked all the way down, despite our differences, you felt like the other half of me. You balanced me in a way I didn’t know I could be balanced. You called me out on my flaws, you praised the things you said you loved and I you. Oh you. I couldn’t have been any closer to you unless I could have been under your skin.
Now, we don’t speak, I don’t see you and if I see a photo of you I become so nervous I almost shake and so sad I can’t talk and I’m frightened of seeing you again.
I miss you by my side more than I am able to stand and I need an escape from it. You were my best friend as well as my love and now we’re people who used to be together. I thought by now it wouldn’t affect me so much. I thought by now, I’d be a lot more free.
(Source: hellyeahjustlikethat)
You can choose to regret them or learn from them.
I just noticed, you use different s'ses, even in one sentence. How's that? Do you do that on purpose, depending on what letters are around it, or don't you even notice? (I know, I know, I'm just very curious, I can't help it xD)
Asketh - solemmax
Heh :) I tend to write in the same style but the letters change depending on what’s around them. S’s Y’s and a few others because it irritates me if they don’t flow, it’s not a conscious effort usually, it’s just how I do things :)
